- Jessie Marsson
Jessie Marsson (41) experienced ritual abuse from 4 to 14 in various European countries and Russia. He says: “They did even worse things to my brother than to me until I cooperated with them again.”
- Svali
Svali (66) experienced ritual abuse from 0 to 50 in various countries. She says: “In the early years, I grew up in the training center. Everyone I loved was part of it. Later, I was sent to other countries.”
- Karin
Karin (52) experienced ritual abuse in Switzerland between the age of 3 and 8. After all the torment, her grandfather told her, “Right, my girl, you don’t tell anyone. Good girls don’t tell.” She understood — and told no one.
- Ron Alan
Ron Alan (70) experienced ritual abuse from birth until today. Alan lives in Pennsylvania and says: “I’ve been in Nazi scenarios where Nazis walk around with guns and I and others shoot at them. So they still have access to me.”
- Mary Sparrow
Mary Sparrow (59) experienced ritual abuse from 3 to 10 in military circles in the USA near New York. She talks about traumatic torture and rape in laboratories.
- Claudia
Claudia (45) experienced ritual abuse from the age of 0 to 18 – in North Rhine-Westphalia, Bavaria, Austria, Belgium, and the Netherlands. “I was born into the cult,” she says.
- Sue
Sue (70) experienced ritual abuse between the ages of 9 and 16 in Southern California (USA). She says: «They made symbols on my body and I was naked. A lot of it happened in the novitiate years.»
- Maria
Maria Marias Testimony →All survivorsLast 5 publications: Share: How or through whom did you come into contact with ritual abuse? Through my parents or my family. And it was my father first. Later, my mother took over, probably because my father was an alcoholic. However, an aunt of mine is also involved. Who else, I…
- Maria
Maria (59) experienced ritual abuse in North Rhine-Westphalia in Germany as well as in the Netherlands and Rome. «What I had to do to other children is worse than what happened to me», she says.
- Doug
Doug (61) has experienced ritual abuse in Australia. Among other things, he talks about the consequences of ritual violence in his daily life: “When my daughter was born, I couldn’t look at her without having overwhelming feelings of death.”
- Evelyne
Evelyne (49) experienced ritual abuse in the cantons of Geneva and Vaud in Switzerland. She was designated as an assistant when she was a child: “I watched my siblings being raped and had to cut human flesh.”
- Allie
Allie Harrison (28) has experienced and survived sexual abuse and violence in Western USA from a young age. She has met several victims of ritual violence and speaks as part of her work as a victim advocate.
- Ellen
Ellen (53) experienced ritual abuse Witchita (Kansas, USA), Darmstadt, Hesse. Her first memories only came at the age of 43. Today she talks about her dying states and that she was «brought back» each time.
- Luna
Luna (14) experienced ritual abuse in the USA (Caribbean) from birth to 7 years. She was at manhunts and had to kill people, she says.
- Petra
Petra (51) experienced ritual abuse in Solothurn and the canton of Baselland in Switzerland from birth to 28. «The worst was the electric torture», she says.
- Christine
Christine (74) experienced ritual abuse in Lafayette, Louisiana from the age of 0 to 33. She says she was molested by priests and forced to serve as a young sex slave.
- Natalie
Natalie (54) experienced ritual abuse from the age of 3 to 52 in various German states, in the Netherlands and in Austria. Her darkest and gloomiest memories concern hunting lodges from where human hunts were organised.
- Kaya
Kaya (70) experienced ritual abuse in Pennsylvania and London from the age of 4 to 13. She lay on altars in castles and churches where she was raped and impregnated.
- Rike Schwan
Rike (37), who grew up in a family that worships the devil, experienced ritual violence from the age of 0 to 28 in the Essen and surrounding area, Wewelsburg, but also in London, California, the Netherlands and Sweden. “Rape was the order of the day,” she says.
- David
David (59) experienced ritual violence from the age of 0 to 48 and was taken to London, Berlin, the Vatican and Belgium and the Netherlands. «I was abused as a child for pornographic films.»
- Elke
Elke (55) experienced ritual violence in Germany and Belgium from the age of 0 to about 16. «When women turn to the dark side, they are worse than the men», she says.
- Katy Groves
Katy Grooves (26) experienced ritual violence in Austin, Texas from the age of 0 to 26. She shares, «I am a survivor of modern mind control programming.»
- Nessjah
Nessjah (51) experienced ritual abuse in Germany and the USA from age 0 to 36. She first became aware of it when she was 33.
- Isabelle
Isabelle (58) experienced ritual violence from the age of 0 to 6 in Zandvoort, Den Haag, Heidelberg and other countries such as Belgium, France and England. 15 broken limbs after ritual abuse have been medically confirmed.
- Sarah
Sarah experienced ritual abuse in California and in Alaska. “They made it so that you were seen as someone who was crazy,” she says. That’s why very few people know anything about her life until today.
- Hajar
Hajar (26) experienced ritual violence in Germany, Belgium and Switzerland from the age of 0 to 14. “I was forced to torture others. And I did it for self-protection.”
- Rachel Vaughan
Rachel Vaughan (49) experienced ritual violence in Australia from the age of 1 ½ to 16. “I did my best to block out my memories. But at the age of 33 I couldn’t; I had to write it down.”
- Julia
Julia (28) experienced ritual violence in Switzerland from the age of 4. She knew nothing about it until the age of 19. Repressed, split off. But then Julia discovered these marks on her abdomen.
- Anneke Lucas
Annecke Lucas: Anneke Lucas (60) experienced ritual violence in Belgium (among other places) between the ages of 6 and 11. “I was considered a disposable child, usable for anything,” she says.
- Carina
Carina (63) experienced ritual violence in various places in Germany from the age of 0 to 20. First flashbacks only set in when she was 51 and brought her back to cages and crates.
- Max Lowen
Max Lowen (59) experienced ritual violence in Italy (among others) from the age of 0 to 18. She talks about her experiences in the Vatican.
- Elisa E
Elisa E (61) experienced ritual violence in the USA (among others) from the age of 2 until her 50s. In this video she talks about her experiences on US military bases.
- Thies
Thies (34) experienced ritual violence in Germany from the age of 8 to 11. “If you don’t do it, it’s your ass!”, he tells in this video.
- Chantal Frei
Chantal Frei (52) experienced ritual violence in Switzerland (among other places) between the ages of 3 and 49. Frei gives hope in this video: “You can get out.”
- Asia Raine
Asia Raine (57) experienced ritual violence in the USA (among others) from the age of 0 to 37. She participated in ceremonies and organised human trafficking.
- Lily
Lily (39) experienced ritual violence in Germany from the age of 1 to 16. “I was nothing,” she says in this video.
Jessie Marsson (41) experienced ritual abuse from 4 to 14 in various European countries and Russia. He says: “They did even worse things to my brother than to me until I cooperated with them again.”
Svali (66) experienced ritual abuse from 0 to 50 in various countries. She says: “In the early years, I grew up in the training center. Everyone I loved was part of it. Later, I was sent to other countries.”
Karin (52) experienced ritual abuse in Switzerland between the age of 3 and 8. After all the torment, her grandfather told her, “Right, my girl, you don’t tell anyone. Good girls don’t tell.” She understood — and told no one.
Ron Alan (70) experienced ritual abuse from birth until today. Alan lives in Pennsylvania and says: “I’ve been in Nazi scenarios where Nazis walk around with guns and I and others shoot at them. So they still have access to me.”
Mary Sparrow (59) experienced ritual abuse from 3 to 10 in military circles in the USA near New York. She talks about traumatic torture and rape in laboratories.
Claudia (45) experienced ritual abuse from the age of 0 to 18 – in North Rhine-Westphalia, Bavaria, Austria, Belgium, and the Netherlands. “I was born into the cult,” she says.
Sue (70) experienced ritual abuse between the ages of 9 and 16 in Southern California (USA). She says: «They made symbols on my body and I was naked. A lot of it happened in the novitiate years.»
Maria Marias Testimony →All survivorsLast 5 publications: Share: How or through whom did you come into contact with ritual abuse? Through my parents or my family. And it was my father first. Later, my mother took over, probably because my father was an alcoholic. However, an aunt of mine is also involved. Who else, I…
Maria (59) experienced ritual abuse in North Rhine-Westphalia in Germany as well as in the Netherlands and Rome. «What I had to do to other children is worse than what happened to me», she says.
Doug (61) has experienced ritual abuse in Australia. Among other things, he talks about the consequences of ritual violence in his daily life: “When my daughter was born, I couldn’t look at her without having overwhelming feelings of death.”
Evelyne (49) experienced ritual abuse in the cantons of Geneva and Vaud in Switzerland. She was designated as an assistant when she was a child: “I watched my siblings being raped and had to cut human flesh.”
Allie Harrison (28) has experienced and survived sexual abuse and violence in Western USA from a young age. She has met several victims of ritual violence and speaks as part of her work as a victim advocate.
Ellen (53) experienced ritual abuse Witchita (Kansas, USA), Darmstadt, Hesse. Her first memories only came at the age of 43. Today she talks about her dying states and that she was «brought back» each time.
Luna (14) experienced ritual abuse in the USA (Caribbean) from birth to 7 years. She was at manhunts and had to kill people, she says.
Petra (51) experienced ritual abuse in Solothurn and the canton of Baselland in Switzerland from birth to 28. «The worst was the electric torture», she says.
Christine (74) experienced ritual abuse in Lafayette, Louisiana from the age of 0 to 33. She says she was molested by priests and forced to serve as a young sex slave.
Natalie (54) experienced ritual abuse from the age of 3 to 52 in various German states, in the Netherlands and in Austria. Her darkest and gloomiest memories concern hunting lodges from where human hunts were organised.
Kaya (70) experienced ritual abuse in Pennsylvania and London from the age of 4 to 13. She lay on altars in castles and churches where she was raped and impregnated.
Rike (37), who grew up in a family that worships the devil, experienced ritual violence from the age of 0 to 28 in the Essen and surrounding area, Wewelsburg, but also in London, California, the Netherlands and Sweden. “Rape was the order of the day,” she says.
David (59) experienced ritual violence from the age of 0 to 48 and was taken to London, Berlin, the Vatican and Belgium and the Netherlands. «I was abused as a child for pornographic films.»
Elke (55) experienced ritual violence in Germany and Belgium from the age of 0 to about 16. «When women turn to the dark side, they are worse than the men», she says.
Katy Grooves (26) experienced ritual violence in Austin, Texas from the age of 0 to 26. She shares, «I am a survivor of modern mind control programming.»
Nessjah (51) experienced ritual abuse in Germany and the USA from age 0 to 36. She first became aware of it when she was 33.
Isabelle (58) experienced ritual violence from the age of 0 to 6 in Zandvoort, Den Haag, Heidelberg and other countries such as Belgium, France and England. 15 broken limbs after ritual abuse have been medically confirmed.
Sarah experienced ritual abuse in California and in Alaska. “They made it so that you were seen as someone who was crazy,” she says. That’s why very few people know anything about her life until today.
Hajar (26) experienced ritual violence in Germany, Belgium and Switzerland from the age of 0 to 14. “I was forced to torture others. And I did it for self-protection.”
Rachel Vaughan (49) experienced ritual violence in Australia from the age of 1 ½ to 16. “I did my best to block out my memories. But at the age of 33 I couldn’t; I had to write it down.”
Julia (28) experienced ritual violence in Switzerland from the age of 4. She knew nothing about it until the age of 19. Repressed, split off. But then Julia discovered these marks on her abdomen.
Annecke Lucas: Anneke Lucas (60) experienced ritual violence in Belgium (among other places) between the ages of 6 and 11. “I was considered a disposable child, usable for anything,” she says.
Carina (63) experienced ritual violence in various places in Germany from the age of 0 to 20. First flashbacks only set in when she was 51 and brought her back to cages and crates.
Max Lowen (59) experienced ritual violence in Italy (among others) from the age of 0 to 18. She talks about her experiences in the Vatican.
Elisa E (61) experienced ritual violence in the USA (among others) from the age of 2 until her 50s. In this video she talks about her experiences on US military bases.
Thies (34) experienced ritual violence in Germany from the age of 8 to 11. “If you don’t do it, it’s your ass!”, he tells in this video.
Chantal Frei (52) experienced ritual violence in Switzerland (among other places) between the ages of 3 and 49. Frei gives hope in this video: “You can get out.”
Asia Raine (57) experienced ritual violence in the USA (among others) from the age of 0 to 37. She participated in ceremonies and organised human trafficking.
Lily (39) experienced ritual violence in Germany from the age of 1 to 16. “I was nothing,” she says in this video.